Posted by onemansbeliefs on January 13, 2010
I remember right where I was when I gave my life to Jesus.
I was on my knees…
Next to my bed…
It was in the spring of 1996…
I don’t remember the day, the hour or the minute it took place.
I didn’t think this was a bad thing, until I started to hear others talk about their moment of conversion. They told tales of fireworks (figurative), warm feelings, immediate deliverance from drugs (or any other thing that held them captive) and countless other things that made it a moment they would never forget. After hearing all these wonderful stories I started to think that something was wrong with me. Maybe I wasn’t born again.
Then I had a dream… Not the MLK kind, but the I’m asleep and having a dream kind.
In the dream, I was sitting on a small stool. The kind you would keep in a kitchen to help you reach the top shelves in the cabinets. I sat there looking up at a man who was sitting at a table. He was alone and I knew he was waiting for me to ask him a question. I was aware this man was Jesus and I could only ask one question. I was taking my time to make sure my one question would not be wasted. Then it came to me and I asked…
How can I know that I am saved?
He lifted his hand and made a gesture of dismissal (but not) and an intense weight or pressure came upon me. It knocked me off the stool to the floor. The feeling I had was immense joy or happiness and it was far greater than any feeling I have ever had in my life. Then I awoke.
As I was lying in bed thinking about the dream a still small voice said to me, “That’s how much I love you and that’s how you can know you are saved.”
This alone was enough to put me in a place to never question my salvation. However, I serve a God that does exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us.
The Mrs. & I were in New York City attending a student recital at the Juilliard School when God showed up and did a repeat performance. I was in my seat enjoying the music and all the sudden a force just pushed me deeper into my seat. Tears of joy and happiness began to flow and I could not stop them. This experience lasted for about 3 minutes, but the memory has remained.
A number of years have passed and my walk with God has continued. Each time I read his word I am reminded that He loves me. I know this to be a fact, but sometimes I must make an effort to remember…
How much God loves me!!!
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Posted by onemansbeliefs on March 19, 2009
Maybe it’s just me, but it seems like more and more things are happening each day. It could be that I’m just hearing about them due to the availability of tv, internet, radio, newspaper and watercooler. Each day being bombarded with hundreds or, perhaps, thousands of stories which are capturing the attention of those that report the news. Normally, this is a good thing, because *wait for it*
I like to know things!!!
I don’t have to tell things. I just like to know things. It’s odd, but knowing things makes me happy. They don’t even have to be important things, just things.
For instance, I went to a Kinks concert a number of years ago and while waiting for the Davies’ brothers, I noticed someone in the crowd. I thought I recognized this person, but wasn’t sure and not knowing started to bother me. While getting refreshments this person was in line right next to me and I apologized for bothering them and before I could ask the question they confirmed my suspicion. It was Joe Elliot of Def Leppard. I was just happy knowing and now I could focus on refreshments. On a side note: He ask me a question and we talked about 15 minutes. Nice guy.
Sometimes just wanting to know things has it’s drawbacks. With all the information delivery vehicles available I can go into information overdose. It is then I need to take a different approach. At times like this I take the advice of Psalm 46:10…
“Be still, and know that I am God”
I grab my Bible and determine to know (to perceive or understand as fact or truth; to apprehend clearly and with certainty) God.
And each time I do, I find that He is the God of:
Hope – Peace – Patience – Consolation – All Comfort – Love – All Grace – My Righteousness – My Salvation – Glory – My Strength – My Mercy – Heaven
I also find that God (the Lord) is:
My Rock – My Fortress – My Deliverer – My Strength – My Buckler – My High Tower – My Shepherd – My Light – My Shield – Good – My Defence – Upright – Great – Judge – Merciful – Gracious – Slow to Anger – High Above All Nations – Righteous – Good to All – Full of Compassion – Faithful – LOVE
Doing this reboots my brain (so to speak) and sets my priorities in order. It helps me focus on what I truly need to know and unlike previously mentioned things, this I like to tell.
There is one more thing that God is and I believe it is the most important thing to me…
He is my Heavenly Father….
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Posted by onemansbeliefs on December 3, 2008
A few years ago the Mrs. and I were in Atlanta with her brother and his wife. My brother-in-law was driving, I was riding shotgun and the ladies taking the chauffeured positions in the back. We left an event and being unfamiliar with the area we got lost. The area we were in did not seem to be the friendliest and there was a consensus not to stop and get directions. No need to worry though, we had a map in the glove compartment.
Now I do not wish to boast on myself, but I have mad skills where map reading is concerned. I also do well with blueprints and schematics, but that’s another story. Anyway, I locate some street signs and determine from the map the direction we need to go in order to get to our desired location. I relayed this information to the driver. Problem solved…
Not so fast. My sister-in-law determined that the directions I gave were not in our best interest. She believed that going in a different direction was better. How did she know? Did she have personal knowledge of the area? Did she have a map? Did she have some information of which we were not aware? So many questions and frankly answers to none.
My brother-in-law is now in the hot seat. He has to make a decision that is going to affect/effect (I type you decide) our immediate future. Should he take the information that is on the map as reliable and choose to follow its direction or does he listen to what his wife believes. Sadly, he’s screwed either way. To make a long story short, I put the map away and we drove around for about another hour before making it back to our hotel.
Before you start laughing at my brother-in-law you must know that I was in that driver’s seat for most of my life. Not literally, but figuratively…
I was taking direction from the world on how I should live my life and not from the one who created me and life itself. This decision had me driving around in circles and getting nowhere. My God provided a map for me and I chose to ignore it for many a year. His map for me and direction for my life is in His Word, the Bible. Thankfully, his patience for me knows no ends and he was there when I finally asked for help.
I’ve been following his directions for over 1o years now and have arrived at a number of destinations that He prepared for me. Those destinations include…
Peace… Love… Joy…
I’m grateful He has more for me and with His help I won’t miss a single turn.
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